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just perfect
mood: crushed
time stands still 07:12 p.m.
Thursday, January 1, 2004

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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a scorpio?!!!
mood: lazy
time stands still 02:42 p.m.
Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Scorpio
You should be dating a Scorpio. 23 October - 21 November Your mate is passionately caring, dynamic and
sensual. Though he or she can be self-
destructive, ruthless or overbearing, the
scorpion's sex life involves releasing his/her
most pent-up passions.

What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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more today than yesterday
mood: sleepy
time stands still 04:02 p.m.
Sunday, December 21, 2003

Spiral Starecase
"More Today Than Yesterday"

I don't remember what day it was
I didn't notice what time it was
All I know is that I fell in love with you
And if all my dreams come true
I'll be spending time with you

Every day's a new day in love with you
With each day comes a new way of loving you
Every time I kiss your lips my mind starts to wander
And if all my dreams come true
I'll be spending time with you

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But, darling, not as much as tomorrow

Tomorrow's date means springtime's just a day away
Cupid, we don't need ya now, be on your way
I thank the lord for love like ours that grows ever stronger
And I always will be true
I know you feel the same way too

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But only half as much as tomorrow

Every day's a new day, every time I love ya
Every way's a new way, every time I love ya
Every day's a new day, oh, how I love ya

sunday morning
mood: relaxed
time stands still 06:36 a.m.
Saturday, November 22, 2003

wala akong ginawa for three straight days natulog at humilata lang ako sa bahay.. nagbasa-basa at nagbasa-basa pa rin.. nagreflect sa mga dumaang araw at pangyayari sa buhay ko.. ayun.. un lang.. masarap pa rin talaga maging single.. it works for me..

tagal ko na ring hindi nakahawak ng gitara ko.. and im so happy na nahawakan ko na ulit cya after my long busy days.. parang hindi na tlga kme close unlike before.. kabisadong kabisado ko ang timpla nya.. kahit puro kalyo na dulo ng fingers ko hindi ko cya tinitigilan.. pero dumating nga sa point na wala na.. i lost the music in me.. i hope this is my come back, i still dream of being able to play all kinds of music.. nothing ever compares to that.. a whole wonderful experience.. playing an instrument is something infinitely interesting..

why worry
mood: cynical
time stands still 06:15 p.m.
Wednesday, November 19, 2003

tagal kong di nakapag online ng seryoso.. exam week's finally over.. pero di pa ang kalbaryo ko sa math4! fuck it.. sana makaligtas ako sa math na yan!

anyway, nanood kame ng Scary Movie this morning.. jc, serafin, dexter and me-ann.. enjoy naman ako.. nakakatawa eh.. di kasama c rose nagdate kasi sila ni red.. tapos ang aga aga kong umuwi.. kakabadtrip lahat ng pwede kong samahan hindi pwedeng sumama sa kin.. c tin taken na she puts louie first in her priority list.. c rose namn on the way na dun.. c ize, ininjan ako lastweek when she has to make lambing to her boyfriend.. ayoko namng jumoin sa circle of friends ni jc kasi andami nila nice namn cla kaso baka ma-op ako.. hay.. y is everybody inlove and loved nowadays? happy naman ako for them im just not happy for myself.. god i feel so alone.. wahaha.. joke lang.. i enjoy being alone.. yeah whatever zet!

LUNGKUTAN SONG OF THE DAY
mood: nag eemote
time stands still 09:42 a.m.
Saturday, November 8, 2003

ONLY REMINDS ME OF YOU
St. Paul

I see you beside me
it’s only a dream,
a vision of what used to be
the laughter, the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memories.

how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you.. you...

I needed my freedom
that’s what I thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart cried while you cried
rivers of tears but I was too blind to see

everything we’ve been though before
now it means so much more

only you..
so come back to me
I’m down on my knees
can’t you see..

weak and powerless
mood: PISSED
time stands still 05:53 p.m.
Tuesday, November 4, 2003

ok.. una sa lahat, kasalanan ko na pinahawak ko sa kanya ang kamay ko sa sinehan.. i allowed it to happen and now i feel harassed.. am i over reacting? harassed ba kamo? oo kasi, ang usapan namen "friends" lang kame.. shit! may ganun bang kaibigan? kahit kamay lang yun sana nagpigil cya.. i feel ashame for him.. putangina! ayoko sa lahat yung gumagamit ng gasgas na punchlines! like *favor? my hands are cold.. can i hold yours? pls?* (want more than the usual reaction) godammit! hindi lang dun nagtapos.. nung pauwi na kme, he laid his head on my shoulder.. sobrang naiilang at gusto ko na cyang sikuhin!! tangena.. cguro hindi lang tlga ko interested sa knya kasi kung interested ako sa knya.. i would let him do those things to me.. kaso hindi eh.. pakiramdam ko sinamantala ko.. sa dilim ng sinehan.. wala kong pake kung gano kababaw tong entry na to ayoko lang ng ganong klase ng lalake..

him ---> "sana hindi ito ang huli.."
me ---> *ngiting pilit*(sa isip) "tangena ayoko na"
him ---> "o bket ka nakangiti? ibig sabihin b nyan huli na?"
me ---> "ha? ewan ko.. hehe.. sana nga" *ngiting
pilit*
xxxxxxxxxxxx
him ---> "sana hindi ako nananaginip.."
me ---> *deadma mode.. malayu ang tanaw*
him ---> "o, bket?"
me ---> "ha? hehe.." *ngiting pilit*
him ---> "totoo naman eh.. kasi dati sa panaginip lang
ita kasama."
me ---> "OhMyFuckngGoodLord.. psychopath.."
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

masama ako.. naguiguilty rin naman ako na nasasabi ko tong mga bagay na to.. mabait cya kaso hindi ako mabait.. ^^

zet: Little angel go away, come again some other day
The Devil has my ear today, I'll never hear a word you say
He promised that I would find a little solace and some
peace of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so....

jack o-lantern
mood: DAMNED
time stands still 07:43 p.m.
Saturday, November 1, 2003

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

svsvsvs
Hello, my happy friend. You have high spirits and
know how to have a good time. When your friends
go out, most likely they invite you almost all
the time. You most likely will enjoy your
Halloween. Good for you. Keep up the
experiment. You probably light people's dark
days with your smiles and laughter. Although
you're good, doesn't mean you're an angel. You
can tend to have a scary and/or other type of
side to you. As long as you have fun, do your
scares this Halloween. Have a safe and happy
one, Joyous Pumpkin.

What Halloween Figure Are You? (Fun Quiz! MANY RESULTS!)
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this match is true-hoo..
mood: confused
time stands still 07:52 p.m.
Thursday, October 23, 2003

zet --> "binanatan ako ni bibal kanina.."

bulong kay bibal --> "cge patamaan mo yang student mo before.. para malaman nya na di mo nakakalimutan ang pangdedenggoy nya sayo.. hehe. resbakan mo."
bibal --> "kailangan kabisado nyo parin ang algebra nyo kahit math4 na kayo look at ur lesson, it includes some of the basic algebra.."

zet --> "ok, i know. iknow."

bulong kay bibal -->"cge pa yung dati i-mention mo na! mukang naaala na ni cruz yung ginawa nya nagsh-shake na yung knees nya sa kaba.."
bibal -->
"mahahalatang nagpalusot lang kayo sa algebra kpag hindi nyo to naintindihan.."

zet --> "tangna to ah.. pinatatamaan ba ko nito or naguiuilty lang ako? bullshit. paki ko ba.. mag aaral ako.."

|:|:|:|:|:|

ha,haha,ha,ha.. i know this match is true-hoo.. this match is true-hoo..

bring me down
mood: antok
time stands still 04:53 p.m.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003

tell me, would it be a better day for you if you bring me down? sana tomorrow will be as simple as it is today.. and sana tomorrow i can let myself rest na.. not deadbol.. X_x cguro watch a cheesy corny madrama movie.. i have to treat myself for a break naman.. this week has been so harsh on me.. masyado akong nappressure sa mga bagay bagay.. na hindi dapat.. little things affects little minds.. pucha hindi naman kasi small-time sakin ung bumabagabag sa pagkatao ko eh.. hay.

>;/ --> magtigil ka zet amboring mo! gumimik ka naman, uminom ka get high.. get a life..
O:) --> wag, mag aral ka na itigil mo na yang kakapindot mo sa pc ngayon, math exam mo tom ryt? u don't want to fail do you?
>;/ --> d yan, di ka babagsak.. c bibal mabait un eh.. pinasa ka nun sa algebra.. kahit nangopya ka nakakuha ka naman ng 98 diba? wla nang masama kapit na sa patalim!
O:) --> karma police
>;/ --> wag mo na intindihin yan.. yang math mo di papasok sa utak mo kahit magreview ka, kc iniicp mo c *toot*.. bwahaha.. nag eenjoy ka run diba?
O:) --> hay, maraming panahon para sa bagay na yan.. there's no need to rush..
>;/ --> kundi ngayon kelan pa? love sick ka nga eh.. hehe.. inlab kna ata? he looked really good kanina nung magkatabi kayo.. tas ambango niya nga eh..
O:) --> demonyo yan dun ka sa tama.. tama o mali? PILI NA

ZET --> changina! wag kayong magulo! dun ako sa tama! pero ewan ko kung hanggang kelan ako magsstick sa tama.. kya cguro bahala na.. wala namang mali sa pag ibig db? pero baket parang mali talaga eh.. hindi rin naman ako inlove eh..

LSS (dylan thomas)--> "we can be heroes for just one day.."
LSS (lifehouse)--> "there's nothin else to lose, there;s nothin else to find, there's nothing in the world that could change my mind, there is nothing else.."
LSS (blue)--> "i swear if you come back in my life ill be there til d end of time.."
LSS (jason mraz)--> "cuz u and i both loved what you an di spoke of"
LSS (pete yorn)--> "ure just another girl.. ure just another girl.."

chill out.. quiz..
mood: steady lang
time stands still 04:09 p.m.
Friday, September 26, 2003

one problem solved today. philippine history was removed from my schedule and replaced by math4 (thank God kala ko madedelay nnmn ako ng 1subj..) on the other side, i doubt my capabilities to pass any freaking math subject! bahala na lang ulit.. ill pass. i always do. (d guts!)

kakapagod, 'suppose i should go to bed. tomorrow i might visit my ortho and shit. baka pagalitan niya ko sa tgal kong di nkapagpachek up.. i had my braces removed last may pa ata.. lagot ako im dead. i hope to get a lot done tomorrow.. kelangan ko ng pera to accomplish those things..
money uses ppol when it should be ppol uses money i want new clothes, new celfone, and a bulldog!

Season = Autumn
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ... You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking. Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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tainted love
mood: zZzZzzz
time stands still 05:23 p.m.
Wednesday, September 24, 2003

tagal ko nnamang di nakahawak ng pc na to dahil nagkasakit nanaman ako.. pinaliguan ko si sachi tapos biglang umulan kaya nakijoin ako sa kanya.. bat di na lang ako madedo? hmm.. cguro marami pa kong dapat gawin. marami pa kong babalikang tao. mga taong bwiset sa buhay baka kelangan kong maging friendly friendz. yukk.

ano pa bang sasabihin ko? hmm.. cisco class ko bwiset! hiwalay ako sa mga frends ko.. ah! shit tlga.. pero buti nalang wala ng online exams.. atsaka andun naman c jc we can have some gay chats.. ^^ pero i still feel uncomfortable.. nasa likod ko kc c serafin raymundo.. tapos katabi ko pa si dominic driz.. lolz.. nyehe!

ang hirap na talaga ng mga subjects. hindi ko maimajin sarili ko gumagawa ng thesis mag-isa next sem.. bahala na. hay. i hope to pass somehow, kc i always do naman simula nung 2nd term of my 1st year i never failed any of my subjects na.. salamat sa naging inspirasyon ko na ngayon wala na..

sabi nila magkaboypren na raw ako.. eh ayoko kasi ayokong magkamali.. other than that, boring naman ung mga anjan. di naman ako mayabang pero boring lang talaga.. hehe.. ^^ tsaka na lang yan.. malay ko bukas na pla.. ^__^ hinde ayoko pa.. baka makornihan ako sa sarili ko kpag nagkaboypren ako ngayon.. you can't hurry love ika nga.. love don't come easy..

tesssssssst.........
mood: pagod (_)(-)
time stands still 05:18 p.m.
Thursday, September 18, 2003

bloggggggr..
hayyy salamat gumana na! hehe.. isang buong araw kong kinakalikot tong layout na to..